that's it - that's it - that's all there is ...

well . . . hmm, yeah - still kind of in a state of shock -
I went to work today -
I came home twenty minutes later . . .
I was literally escorted out of the building! At least they didn't have a sheriff's deputy take me out in cuffs ...
I was monitored for 2 hours on Monday night - which is simply having a supervisor observe and evaluate how things are going - I guess it didn't go so well since - that's it . . .

came in today and it's done. The supervisor who actually had the duty to carry out the task said, "hey, you get the weekend off!"
Then, "Clean out your locker - I'll need your ID cards and Parking Permit . . . "
The letter they handed me says "non-disciplinary termination from the training program"
Which I thought was kind of humorous - like saying, "you aren't being punished, but ... yeah .... we give up - goodbye"
Very odd, how they handle things in the department ...

Ezri was still napping when I got back, so she didn't have to see me upset, which was a blessing, she is so sweet. (I was looking in my work-bag for a pen, and she had put a binki in every pocket ...it made me smile, and I left with dignity...)

She napped until 9pm!! I had time to pull myself together, send my resume to 3 employers, give myself a reality check . . . (picturing myself with my huge pregnant belly going on interviews . . .) then file for unemployment benefits and an extension of health insurance.

but "Hey" I have the weekend off!


It's sad - I felt like it was a job I could do for a long time... and no more 911 stories ...
I'm looking on the bright side - who knows what will be next? Maybe Christian will get a job!
And I'll get to spend some time with my babies - just being mommy for now.